I am going to be 25 soon, pretty soon.

Thats no good think to thing about (oh boy, i must have been really down for a typo like this one, he hee) good thing to think about, trust me. Not if you are a girl. Not when u dont have rich parents. Not when u dont have a rich husband. Dont judge me but its just one of those ‘its all about money’ times for me right now!!!
Since a couple of weeks that this thought hit me, ive been freaking out.
Just trying to validate my life so far i guess.

Did i achieve all that is to achieved by me?? Maybe i shouldnt bother about that..

When i think about my life so far..I am blessed at this point to be where i am.

I am ABLE. I am in a position where i am ABLE to do anything that i want.

Am i doing enough???? Well, now that i think of it……it occurred that maybe i am doing more that enough, maybe?

Here is a list to prove it :

I am waiting for my MASTERS Degree in COMPUTER SCIENCES by next spring.

I am biking on my brand new bike,

I Play tennis with my room-mate almost everyday,

I go to work at campus, almost everyday )

I pay off my rent/food on time,

No debts so far…… thats pretty good rite??

BUT HOW ABOUT THIS??

I DONT HAVE ENOUGH FUN!!

THERE NEVER IS ENOUGH TIME!!!

NO TIME FOR FRIENDS!! NO TIME FOR FUN !!!

When i see all these americans who are doing their undergraduate studies, i am so jealous.

I wish i were one of them. I would have done so great. I am not being arrogantly overconfident. But i KNOW THIS. I WOULD HAVE DONE SO GREAT.!!!

I would have done so great.

I would have had a couple of friends to hang around with,would have had some fun back in the dysfunctional!!

OH WELL,Back to whining about me being 25 again….When is my turn to have some fun ???

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